Anticipation!

Today, that is what I am feeling. One definition of ANTICIPATION is expectation or hope. This sums it up well. We all know about the expectation part! I have been "expectationing" for quite a few months now. I like the hope part. For me, there is such an aspect of faith in the hope. Faith that God is taking care of us even on a day like today when I am feeling really down. And therefore, I have hope that all will be better in just a few short weeks. I will get to meet our healthy baby boy, hold him, see him, smell him, introduce him to his big brothers, give him a name! Hope that I will feel human again, be able to fix dinner and play with the boys, walk around the block, not have to tell my family I can not do that right now. Anticipation of the miracle to come.



PS...Thanks mom for coming over and bringing lunch. It really helped!